Wednesday, July 23, 2008

What Color Are You?

Megan, you made me have to join that site! D: I took the same quiz that you had linked on yours, too. I think this fits the new me pretty well. :)

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You Are Blue

You are a nice person who has friends that come in alot of variations. You are also smart, somewhat deep and you always seem to have alot of thoughts in your head. You're friends often tell you you're really sweet, nice and helpful. You love feeling at peace with yourself, that's when you work the best. You tend to act a bit diffrently depending on who you're with, and that you don't necessarily like and you might deny it.
You have a feeling that there might be something "speciall" about you. You often think of what's hapening around you and often se things that other people might not notice. You are a happy person that loves making other people happy =)

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-Kade


Who I am Hates Who I've Been

The more I think about it, the more I like it. The more I think of it...The more I think of this song, and love the chorus to this song dearly.

"So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been."

I like who I am now, I like this change I have made to myself. Even a fortune cookie I got last night said...

"Get off to a new start. Come out of your shell."

Boy oh boy I can't wait for school to start for this new start...I've got to work my way back to the top. Yes, back to the top...At the end of the school year, I hope to be one of the Senior Officers...I've already got slogans and everything planned that you will all have to wait and see!! :) After all, I am the last Doxy...I have to keep the reputation that that name has had at our school throughout the years, throughout all 8 of us that have gone into those halls...

Reinventing yourself is SO fun! <333

-Kade

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Names

What makes a name? What is the point of one? How does one come into existence? I dunno either. I was just trying to sound philosophical there for a moment. But we all know that...Kade can't do that! What, who is 'Kade' you ask? Why, it is me!

Who thought a nickname would stick so well? Back up and rewind a few months ago back to Sunday School, where we got a new teacher. Long story short, someone called me by my initials...KD (Pronounced 'Katie' to them) . The name stuck with the sunday school class. Today months later, I finally snapped and said that that is not my name. Then, we dropped the lesson...And everyone thought of a new name for me. My teacher thought of the name "Kade" (Not pronounced 'Cad', but with a 'Kay' sound, such as in the word "Jade"). Personally, I like it. It's something new, something different...Something that fits perfectly with all the changes I've made to myself this summer. For once school starts again, I shall be known as Kade...Or so I hope. But first, let me ask all of you...All...What? 5 of you? Does the name fit...? I also can't decide if I should spell it with a K, or a C. D: Either works pretty well I guess. D:

Until next time;

-Kade

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Take It How You Want It

This song actually has some pretty good lyrics, which I posted. My favorite line is in the 2nd verse on the 3rd line. Basically as long as we know the truth, that's okay, and we shouldn't care what others think about you, as long as you know the truth. Just like what happened in the 8th grade, this applies perfectly to that...

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Take it How You Want It
-Self Against City

Late night, by chance encounter
A whisper and everyone's found out
She said, he said he saw it with his own two eyes
Time and place (he called a friend)
Smile on your face (or she called him)
He kissed you (she called me too)
You said you didn't know what to do
You told me

Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything
Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything to me
We'll see

One slip should teach you a lesson
Discretion leads to prevention
Truth redefines itself as what you choose to believe
Same story (oh, not again)
But now it's about me (it's all the same)
I've told the truth (as if you cared)
But there's no convincing you
So I said

Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything
Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything

Take it how you want it
Take it all away
There's no use starting over
It gets worse here everyday
Back and forth forever
Don't want anymore of that
But there's no where to run so I keep coming back

Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything
Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything

Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything to me
Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything to me
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Thursday, July 10, 2008

I lack creativity skills to think of a decent name for this entry. :)

Wow. I guess this is a 'Top 10 List' in no particular order. Just a few things I realized last night while at a baseball game (See Number 7).

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1) I don't want to associate with people such as Britni outside of work (Including standing in line for 2 days for American Idol) , for such comments she makes when people are hurt, and the way that she acts.

2) I feel horrible for talking about Braylen behind his back. He's a cool kid. He got hurt...Hurt as in, flipped over on a 4-wheeler, broke both his wrists, his left arm, 3 toes, and his middle finger, and was trapped under the 4-wheeler for 20 minutes fully conscious before his family found him.

3) Life is short.

4) I can be a generous person at times. Such as, I felt bad when I found out about Braylen, and went to visit him and bought him $30 dollars worth of gift cards for iTunes.

5) Never let people such as Britni come visit an injured friend with you, for rude, repulsive comments such as "Darn boy! You won't be doing yourself for a while without your hands!!"

6) Never let Alex in your car, for he will scream and shout constantly.

7) Baseball games are a great past time, especially when you need time to think.

8) I like Natalie.

9) I have regret for my life for the past 4 years of having wasted them.

10) Never Kill a Mockingbird. Just kidding. I realized that I will be going to The Music Man musical production on July 16th!

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So there's a few things I realized last night. Haha. Particularly things about not associating with Britni-People. :)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Singing!

How come singing is so fun!? I mean like for reals. It's like fun to sing. And last night I worked with my friend Britni, whom I am friends with again, and she told me she is trying out for American Idol and wants me to wait in line with her! And then I got the idea..."Hey, I'm standing in line anyways, why don't I make a fool of myself on National TV!?!" So I may as very well audition too, when it comes to Salt Lake in 2 weeks...Hehe

Friday, July 4, 2008

Evil!~

Long...I know. Just bear with me. It's about how evil some things are in life...

Work can be evil sometimes. But work can also be a blessing in disguise. It can be evil in ways that you don't work with who you want to be working with...But then a blessing because you're not home with who you don't want to be with. :)

The past few days people have said I've been very...short tempered. I've been evil the past few days, thinking of comebacks and revenge. One of which in particular will be quite fun to pull off tomorrow morning at a meeting. :) So, same boy I posted about before that I work with...The other night, he didn't do his end of the cleaning...Namely, cleaning the hot dog machine, and finishing up the dishes...Hot dog machine was a mess the next morning. The sinks were all clogged with crap because he didn't drain the water! Wow! Smart him!! I felt so bad for my friend that had to clean and clean that morning before they opened. I felt so bad! D: But tomorrow at the meeting, I will bring the iPod issue up...Since that is what is distracting him so badly! He just sits there, listening to his white gangsta rap, rapping along to the music...It gets annoying...Especially if you go to work with him 90% of the time.

The other revenge plans? I'm keeping those quiet for now. :) I feel so much like the Count of Monte Cristo! Dang I love that book!

Now. Here's some more evil. Tuesday...I took a double shift. I worked from 12 Noon to 10 PM. I found out that a friend was having a party, so I told my mom I was going to a party straight after work, and shouldn't expect me home until about midnight. There was a campfire at the party, and it was all fun. We made s'mores! :) Then, I got home. "Kevin, will you come talk to me for a moment?" It was my mother. "Why do I think you weren't where you said you'd be today? I just don't believe you double shifted. And why do you smell like smoke!? -pause- Were you doing DRUGS!?" Yeah. Me? Drugs? YEAH RIGHT. I spent 30 minutes convincing my mom I didn't do drugs all day that day...I can't believe she wouldn't trust me like that...

Now, another evil thing that I just remembered....GIRLS. I went to Lagoon yesterday. The boy:girl ratio was 1:3. As the day went on, we got hot and decided to get Dippin dots. 2 girls ran off to go on Wicked. Then one boy and one girl ran off while me and another girl were using the restroom. The two of us found each other alone, and ditched. We texted the others, and they went to go on the sky coaster since they had coupons. We went on a few rides, then we got bored and got those temporary tatoos that were supposed to last 7 days (Mine is already almost gone). Then we met up with the others, and then went home...Now, just barely, as in, within the last hour...She texted me...She is pretty vague. A few of you should know her if I said...The Sharpay of BHS, little miss priss, Mandy. "Do you still like Caroline?" "Me? No, I don't. I like someone else. Why, did she think I was stalking her again!?" Her: "Yeah, because of Lagoon yesterday." After I explained it to her how things fell into place like that, and then she was like "We never had this conversation..." And then stopped texting me. Wow wow.

Work, people, and things are evil!~