Thursday, September 18, 2008

Songs I Wrote

Here are 2 songs that I have written lyrics too. Not that amazing, but still. Leave feedback? Keep in mind that these are at least a year old...I need to try to find my other lyric book...

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The Get Away

If you're feeling down and low,
And you don't know where to go,
Just pause and think a moment;
Just run away to the get away.

Where the sun is always shining,
And the stars they are so bright!
And the weather, it is just right.
Just run away to the get away.

You can take a walk on the beach,
Or swim near the waterfall,
Or go to the meadow to sing.
Just run away to the get away.

If you could take everything you own,
And the friends that you love,
And leave behind all your fears;
Would you run away to the get away?

If you could leave behind all the stress,
And leave your duties to the rest,
And become the very best;
Would you run away to the get away?

As the years go by,
You wouldn't age a bit,
And continue to be beautiful.
Just run away, to the get away.

You can do anything you want,
Whenever you desire.
Anything, Anything, Anything.
Just run away, to the get away.

Everyone needs their own,
Some may have found it,
But the rest is still unknown.
So take this advice;
Go run away,
And go find,
Your own get away.
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Not the greatest song, I guess. Haha. Here's the other....
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Untitled

From the first day I saw you,
I knew we'd be friends,
Friends 'til the end.
I knew I could come to you,
Whenever I felt I needed to,
And I know you felt the same way too.

But things change like the seasons;
So beautiful and bursting with new life,
So Bright and beaming, in the glorious sunlight.
And so vibrant and colorful,
And yet so dark and cold.

As the years went by,
We were always at each others side,
Trying to make it past this awful ride called life.
The faces you thought you could trust,
Are now the ones you loath.
All these lies in my face,
Don't know how I can make it.
Then i would come to you,
And you'd help me through.

That's what friends do,
They should try to help you.
They can never be anything more,
NO matter how wide you open the door.
It always will get slammed shut.

But the day I opened that door for you,
I watched as I saw you walk through.
And every day, and every night,
It always plays through my mind,
We tell ourselves,
"We all make mistakes"
But I tell myself,
"I've made the biggest mistake that anyone could ever make."
And as I lay here,
I try to think of how to say,
"I'm sorry."
I'm sorry...I'm sorry...
Will you ever forgive me?
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And that's it...I guess. Haha.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Newspaper Article

We got assigned in English to write an article for the school paper. I chose the topic about how we have to pay ten dollars in order to talk to a counselor, and how unfair it is. Long story short, I did some research, and it's breaking student rights, which is breaking the law. So basically if it gets published, and the administrators read it...I'm in trouble, most likely. Freedom of speech though, right? And this doesn't have as much potential as it could have...It had to be a minimum of 250 words and a maximum of 300 words. I had 276.

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Students Feel Robbed
By Kevin D****
Have you ever needed your class schedule changed? If so, mosey on down to the Counseling Center, fill out a class change form, deposit ten dollars into the business office, then wave goodbye to your ten dollars as your request gets rejected. This is how the students at BHS are feeling cheated out of their money.

Kaitlyn S******, an aspiring student at BHS comments on this issue. "After I paid the ten dollars, and consulted my counselor, they found out that my schedule couldn't work the way I wanted it to. I didn't even get my money back at all! They could have checked in 2 minutes to see if it could work out, before I wasted my money!"

Most people feel that this is wrong; few students KNOW that this is wrong. Some students need to switch out of a class, due to problems with a teacher. They have to fill out the same, silly paperwork, as well as depositing ten dollars. Clearly though, this violates their Student Rights. A student has a right to speak to their counselor for any problems that they may have; be it emotional, mental, family, etc. Having tension between a student and a teacher is a sort of emotional and mental problem, thus giving students the right to speak to a counselor immediately, and at no charge.

So why do they charge, they probably have a perfect knowledge of what they are doing. Why do they reject people the opportunity to change a class, even if they have already paid the ten dollars? Our cozy, quaint little school isn't what it seems to be.

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And there you have it. It's violating the rights that we have as students, which can be found online. :)

Secretly, part of me is hoping they notice it and confront me about it...



Tuesday, September 2, 2008

='(

Well, it's that time...The time that happens once in a blue moon...A time when I am extremely sad and full of anxiety...Mostly anxiety.

Long story short, my mom is an evil genius...She found out about me driving the kid to and from school. Our plan was going to go in effect tomorrow, too...Where his mom would call my mom and try to work something out since I 'haven't taken him to school in a week'. I love how my mom found out on the last day before the plan...

So I got home from work, she yelled at me, and I had one of my breakdowns that happen every once in a while...One of the ones where one big thing triggers several tiny things that make me anxious about everything and stressed out. I've been bawling my head off for about the past two hours. It's been great fun...

Sometimes though...I swear...I swear my mom can't get away with the things that she has said to me...It just isn't right...

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Promotion!~

Title says it all. I'm going to get promoted! Yay me! All my supervisors love me, all my managers love me, so I'm getting promoted to front desk! :D I'll probably start up at front desk in October. I had a training session tonight, and it was way fun. It's just that all my snack bar buddies hate me for abandoning them...And one person in particular is mad that she's worked in the snack bar for 9 months, and I've been here for about 4 months and that I'm going to front desk before her. I laugh. :3

Also, the best part of training tonight...

HIDE AND SEEK IN THE EMPTY REC CENTER. :D

So, 3 people there got really frustrated with me, because I wouldn't tell them who I've kissed before. So I ran off, they grabbed these huge exercise balls and chased me down. I bolted down the hall, into the elevator, got off on the 3rd floor, sent it back down to the 2nd floor without me on it...I bolted down the track. I then realized Sarah was gaining on me! There was only one place to go. Down. I glanced to my left, no stairs or elevator. Solid wall. I glanced to my right...PERFECT. It was a gap in the wall, and a fence preventing people from falling off. It led to the Junior High gym...Sure it was a 10 foot drop off, but I did it...I jumped to the lower track! Sarah stared at me in awe. I had gotten away! I proceeded to walk casually around the lower track a few times that circled the junior high gym. I then decided to leave the double doors...There was Ashley as I walked out! She had used her magic supervisor key to get in there! She had me cornered. I made a break for it, narrowly escaping the giant exercise ball...I then ran to the 2nd floor above the ice rink...i went for the elevator, got in, closed the door, and went to hit the 3rd floor button! But wait, there was no 3rd floor button! It was only a floor 1+2 elevator! I didn't press any buttons...But I went down. That's when the doors opened...And Natalie and Sarah were there. I got pelted with balls...

Great times great times. :)

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Back in the Loop

Well, I'm back into the hectic loop, and I'm holding on to make sure that I don't fall off this crazy ride called "School Stress".

School was fun the first day. I'm gonna like my A-days. I know this sounds hilarious, but I think my first period teacher is hot. If she was 10 years younger and single, I'd totally go for her. Choir is my most favoritist class. :) I love to sing!~ And the best part is, sometime next year I'll be better at it...Maybe around February. I've convinced my mom to make an appointment for me to get a physical sometime around then to get my nose checked out and possibly fixed. I think I have a 'deviated septum' or whatever it's called haha. It's just where there is always fluid in my head. If I've never told you, I can't smell. I can only smell rancid things. I also don't know if my taste will improve either...but I hope it does when I get this surgery! So I can't smell, and my nose is always plugged. There has never been ONCE in my life that I can remember being able to breathe through my nose. It bugs me! So I can't wait til then...I can have a functional nose! haha. K enough about that...

Where were we? Oh yeah. School. Here's a math problem. School + Giving a kid to ride + Crazy Mother = Dead grounded Kevin. Let me sum this story up for you all...

Friends mother calls me and offers to pay for my gas if I take him to and from school every day. 100% of gas. Not 50%. Not 10%. Not 63.67%. 100%. I ask my mom about it, my mom agrees and says it's fine. Big whoop, I wake up 5 minutes earlier than normal, I get home 5 minutes later than i would normally have. That's not too bad for free gas. So this morning I pick him up, get to school, etc. After school I found him, and took him to our work since I work with him. He had a shift at 2:30, and when I dropped him off I had to run in and talk to my boss about something before she left. So then when I'm done talking to my boss, I see Natalie working at snack bar so I decide to stop and chat with her for like 20 minutes. I then decide I should get home. I get home at 3:10. My mom is waiting for me, has my nephew and is feeding him his bottle. She starts doing a 'whisper yell' which is still fairly loud, thus making the baby fuss and start crying. She blames ME for MAKING him cry. Wowow.

So, she puts him in his crib and then she comes to yell at me more. (My speak will be in bold by the way.) "Where were you!? WHY ARE YOU SO LATE!?" "I had to go drop off the kid at work and I also had to talk to my boss before she left while I was down there. I told you last night where I was gonna be after school, remember?" "You told me you would drop him off at his house THEN go to work to talk to your boss! YOU LIED TO ME!" "No, I told you word for word where I was going. It's all fine." "I didn't give you permission to take him to work! YOu can't be his chauffeur you know!" "I'm not. Just to and from school. He had a shift 10 minutes after school, so I decided to drop him off since I had to talk to my boss." "-insert exaggerations, lies, swear words here-....I don't want you taking this boy to school anymore! If I find out you take him, you're going to be in SO much trouble! Tell him immediately that you changed your mind and can't take him anymore." "Fine whatever..."

-30 minutes later in my manager's office with friend I drive, 2 managers, and another girl-

"...And that's the story. My mom is insane. Isn't that totally unfair? I'm still gonna give you a ride though. I'll talk to my dad and he'll understand." -Everyone-: Yeah, that's really stupid. Manager 1-"Your mom seriously said that stuff? She's hilariously crazy!" (Favorite quote of the day)

So I get home from work, and my mom is like "Did you tell him you can't give him rides?" "Yeah. I did. (Not a lie, technically I told him that I am not supposed give him rides, but I'm not enforcing it. :))" So my mom was like "K. I told Dad too to make sure that you don't take your friend." I go and tell my dad the story, and he laughs. "Mom's story is WAY different than what you're telling me. Sure, take him, I don't care."

And that's the end of THAT story...I'm just kind of venting a little bit. But like you all have decided to read this long entry.

By the way, I need to think of something in nature that I can relate to. I need to write a poem for english about it. Someone give me some pointers please. So far I've thought that I can be a River, Rain, and a cloud. Yeah. lol.

Oh, I also got the evil supervisor fired from work! Yay me!!

-Kevin

P.S.
Music is the best thing in the world. I just got a batch of new songs that are amazing!~

Saturday, August 23, 2008

So Long, Sweet Summer

"So Long, sweet summer. I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays. So Long, sweet summer. I fell into you, and now you're gracefully falling away. Hey Thanks, Thanks for that summer. It's cold where you're going, I hope that your heart's always warm. I gave you the best, I gave the best I am."

-'So Long Sweet Summer'- Dashboard Confessional-

Where did the summer go? It went by in the blink of an eye, but the memories will stay forever. The great times I hung out with people, the great times I had at work, the great times camping, going to Lagoon, and everything else I have failed to mention...It was all just so great. Anyways, enough of the chit chat about no more summer.

Work Drama. ABSOLUTELY HORRID.

Long story short, my supervisor got mad, said some things he shouldn't have to me and my co-worker, and we had to tell what happened today to our Managers. Man oh man is he busted. His story versus mine and my co-workers. Amazing though, nobody likes him, everyone is happy that he blew up and said some things he shouldn't have, and everyone is hoping he gets fired.

Anyways, School will be horrifically fun to start again on Monday. I'm totally ready for school, and I'm totally ready to show off the real me for all to see. Even at the stomp the other night, there were several people that came up to me and were like "Kevin, is that really you? You look so different, in a good way!" Man that day was fun...Paradise Bakery, The tomatoes, the eating tuna with a spoon...LAGOON. Great times there. I just really hope Sarah finds/found her phone!!! Hopefully it's not sleeping with the fishies in the pond at the bottom of wicked...Poor thing....Amazing day right there. Haha.

To the friends I never hung out with this summer more than once, I'm sorry. We really must hang out during the school year.

So Long, Sweet Summer.

Don't Wait, Don't wait. The road is now a sudden sea, suddenly deep enough to lay your armor down, lay your armor down...

Monday, August 4, 2008

The Resolution

Okay. I've got time to kill, so I decided to get the lyrics from this song. It is set for release tomorrow, but it is streaming through the band website. I absolutely love it!

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The Resolution Lyrics
Jack's Mannequin

There's a lot that I don't know
There's a lot that I'm still learning
But I think I'm letting go
To find my body is still burning
And you hold me down
And you got me living in the past
Come on and pick me up
Somebody clear the wreckage from the blast

And I'm alive And I don't need a witness
To know that I survived
I'm not looking for forgiveness
I just need light I need light in the dark
In the search for the Resolution.

The bars are finally closed,
So I tried living in the moment.
Til the moment it just froze,
and I felt sick and so alone.
I can hear the sound
Of your voice still ringing in my ear,
I'm going underground,
But you'll find me anywhere I'll be.

And I'm alive And I don't need a witness
To know that I survived
I'm not looking for forgiveness
I just need light I need light in the dark
In the search for the Resolution.

I need a light in the dark in search for the resolution,
The Resolution,
The Resolution.

Hold me down,
Then you hold me down,

I'm alive And I don't need a witness
To know that I survived
I'm not looking for forgiveness.
I'm alive And I don't need a witness
To know that I survived
I'm not looking for forgiveness.
I just need light I need light in the dark
In the search for the Resolution.
I need a light in the dark in the search for the resolution.
I need a light,
I need a light,
Resolution (Light in the dark)
Resolution (Light in the dark)
For the Resolution.

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The lyrics may not be too accurate, since it is 8:30 in the morning. Haha. But this song is truly amazing...I expect you all to download it tomorrow off of iTunes!

Songs

I've realized that every song has a literal meaning, and a deep, symbolic meaning...Music is amazing. And by the way, I will be gone until Friday! Bye!

-Kade

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

What Color Are You?

Megan, you made me have to join that site! D: I took the same quiz that you had linked on yours, too. I think this fits the new me pretty well. :)

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You Are Blue

You are a nice person who has friends that come in alot of variations. You are also smart, somewhat deep and you always seem to have alot of thoughts in your head. You're friends often tell you you're really sweet, nice and helpful. You love feeling at peace with yourself, that's when you work the best. You tend to act a bit diffrently depending on who you're with, and that you don't necessarily like and you might deny it.
You have a feeling that there might be something "speciall" about you. You often think of what's hapening around you and often se things that other people might not notice. You are a happy person that loves making other people happy =)

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-Kade


Who I am Hates Who I've Been

The more I think about it, the more I like it. The more I think of it...The more I think of this song, and love the chorus to this song dearly.

"So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been."

I like who I am now, I like this change I have made to myself. Even a fortune cookie I got last night said...

"Get off to a new start. Come out of your shell."

Boy oh boy I can't wait for school to start for this new start...I've got to work my way back to the top. Yes, back to the top...At the end of the school year, I hope to be one of the Senior Officers...I've already got slogans and everything planned that you will all have to wait and see!! :) After all, I am the last Doxy...I have to keep the reputation that that name has had at our school throughout the years, throughout all 8 of us that have gone into those halls...

Reinventing yourself is SO fun! <333

-Kade

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Names

What makes a name? What is the point of one? How does one come into existence? I dunno either. I was just trying to sound philosophical there for a moment. But we all know that...Kade can't do that! What, who is 'Kade' you ask? Why, it is me!

Who thought a nickname would stick so well? Back up and rewind a few months ago back to Sunday School, where we got a new teacher. Long story short, someone called me by my initials...KD (Pronounced 'Katie' to them) . The name stuck with the sunday school class. Today months later, I finally snapped and said that that is not my name. Then, we dropped the lesson...And everyone thought of a new name for me. My teacher thought of the name "Kade" (Not pronounced 'Cad', but with a 'Kay' sound, such as in the word "Jade"). Personally, I like it. It's something new, something different...Something that fits perfectly with all the changes I've made to myself this summer. For once school starts again, I shall be known as Kade...Or so I hope. But first, let me ask all of you...All...What? 5 of you? Does the name fit...? I also can't decide if I should spell it with a K, or a C. D: Either works pretty well I guess. D:

Until next time;

-Kade

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Take It How You Want It

This song actually has some pretty good lyrics, which I posted. My favorite line is in the 2nd verse on the 3rd line. Basically as long as we know the truth, that's okay, and we shouldn't care what others think about you, as long as you know the truth. Just like what happened in the 8th grade, this applies perfectly to that...

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Take it How You Want It
-Self Against City

Late night, by chance encounter
A whisper and everyone's found out
She said, he said he saw it with his own two eyes
Time and place (he called a friend)
Smile on your face (or she called him)
He kissed you (she called me too)
You said you didn't know what to do
You told me

Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything
Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything to me
We'll see

One slip should teach you a lesson
Discretion leads to prevention
Truth redefines itself as what you choose to believe
Same story (oh, not again)
But now it's about me (it's all the same)
I've told the truth (as if you cared)
But there's no convincing you
So I said

Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything
Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything

Take it how you want it
Take it all away
There's no use starting over
It gets worse here everyday
Back and forth forever
Don't want anymore of that
But there's no where to run so I keep coming back

Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything
Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything

Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything to me
Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything to me
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Thursday, July 10, 2008

I lack creativity skills to think of a decent name for this entry. :)

Wow. I guess this is a 'Top 10 List' in no particular order. Just a few things I realized last night while at a baseball game (See Number 7).

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1) I don't want to associate with people such as Britni outside of work (Including standing in line for 2 days for American Idol) , for such comments she makes when people are hurt, and the way that she acts.

2) I feel horrible for talking about Braylen behind his back. He's a cool kid. He got hurt...Hurt as in, flipped over on a 4-wheeler, broke both his wrists, his left arm, 3 toes, and his middle finger, and was trapped under the 4-wheeler for 20 minutes fully conscious before his family found him.

3) Life is short.

4) I can be a generous person at times. Such as, I felt bad when I found out about Braylen, and went to visit him and bought him $30 dollars worth of gift cards for iTunes.

5) Never let people such as Britni come visit an injured friend with you, for rude, repulsive comments such as "Darn boy! You won't be doing yourself for a while without your hands!!"

6) Never let Alex in your car, for he will scream and shout constantly.

7) Baseball games are a great past time, especially when you need time to think.

8) I like Natalie.

9) I have regret for my life for the past 4 years of having wasted them.

10) Never Kill a Mockingbird. Just kidding. I realized that I will be going to The Music Man musical production on July 16th!

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So there's a few things I realized last night. Haha. Particularly things about not associating with Britni-People. :)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Singing!

How come singing is so fun!? I mean like for reals. It's like fun to sing. And last night I worked with my friend Britni, whom I am friends with again, and she told me she is trying out for American Idol and wants me to wait in line with her! And then I got the idea..."Hey, I'm standing in line anyways, why don't I make a fool of myself on National TV!?!" So I may as very well audition too, when it comes to Salt Lake in 2 weeks...Hehe

Friday, July 4, 2008

Evil!~

Long...I know. Just bear with me. It's about how evil some things are in life...

Work can be evil sometimes. But work can also be a blessing in disguise. It can be evil in ways that you don't work with who you want to be working with...But then a blessing because you're not home with who you don't want to be with. :)

The past few days people have said I've been very...short tempered. I've been evil the past few days, thinking of comebacks and revenge. One of which in particular will be quite fun to pull off tomorrow morning at a meeting. :) So, same boy I posted about before that I work with...The other night, he didn't do his end of the cleaning...Namely, cleaning the hot dog machine, and finishing up the dishes...Hot dog machine was a mess the next morning. The sinks were all clogged with crap because he didn't drain the water! Wow! Smart him!! I felt so bad for my friend that had to clean and clean that morning before they opened. I felt so bad! D: But tomorrow at the meeting, I will bring the iPod issue up...Since that is what is distracting him so badly! He just sits there, listening to his white gangsta rap, rapping along to the music...It gets annoying...Especially if you go to work with him 90% of the time.

The other revenge plans? I'm keeping those quiet for now. :) I feel so much like the Count of Monte Cristo! Dang I love that book!

Now. Here's some more evil. Tuesday...I took a double shift. I worked from 12 Noon to 10 PM. I found out that a friend was having a party, so I told my mom I was going to a party straight after work, and shouldn't expect me home until about midnight. There was a campfire at the party, and it was all fun. We made s'mores! :) Then, I got home. "Kevin, will you come talk to me for a moment?" It was my mother. "Why do I think you weren't where you said you'd be today? I just don't believe you double shifted. And why do you smell like smoke!? -pause- Were you doing DRUGS!?" Yeah. Me? Drugs? YEAH RIGHT. I spent 30 minutes convincing my mom I didn't do drugs all day that day...I can't believe she wouldn't trust me like that...

Now, another evil thing that I just remembered....GIRLS. I went to Lagoon yesterday. The boy:girl ratio was 1:3. As the day went on, we got hot and decided to get Dippin dots. 2 girls ran off to go on Wicked. Then one boy and one girl ran off while me and another girl were using the restroom. The two of us found each other alone, and ditched. We texted the others, and they went to go on the sky coaster since they had coupons. We went on a few rides, then we got bored and got those temporary tatoos that were supposed to last 7 days (Mine is already almost gone). Then we met up with the others, and then went home...Now, just barely, as in, within the last hour...She texted me...She is pretty vague. A few of you should know her if I said...The Sharpay of BHS, little miss priss, Mandy. "Do you still like Caroline?" "Me? No, I don't. I like someone else. Why, did she think I was stalking her again!?" Her: "Yeah, because of Lagoon yesterday." After I explained it to her how things fell into place like that, and then she was like "We never had this conversation..." And then stopped texting me. Wow wow.

Work, people, and things are evil!~

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Life

Well. Life has been mostly good the past week. I just miss my sister terribly, and I'm tired of being at home...I double shifted on Monday and Wednesday...They were LONG days. I went to Youth Conference from the 26th-28th...And it was amazing! I loved it!

I'm just kind of mad though about a few people at work though. D: D:

Britni...Where to start!? Man oh man...She gets on my nerves. She was being an annoying flirt last Saturday night with the other boy that I was working with...Let's say we could get her fired for Sexual Harassment.

Now the other person I'm annoyed with...He's kind of two faced. He's a cool kid, and he's a year younger then I am. We sit and talk and have a good time at work, sing along to our ipods, etc. But then there are times when he's really immature...We have talked about hanging out a few times, but he always says "I have other plans" or "I'm tired and going to go home and go to bed." or my favorite..."Call some of your other friends?" He's a weird kid. Every time I work with him, he always tells me how hot my sister is...sometimes I want to slap him because that's kind of rude. I think he kind of uses me...I gave him my old iPod shuffle, I get music on it for him, and I give him rides to and from work behind my parents back. When I try to talk to him outside of work, he just kind of ignores me and tells me to go away. =/ It's kind of really annoying. He's also said a few times..."I don't know whether to not be friends with you because you aren't friends with any guys since they all hate you from 8th grade, or whether to be friends with you because you're friends with all the hot girls." I totally think I'm being used.

But Natalie on the other hand...Dang she's the funnest person to work with! Why can't everyone be a little bit more like her at work? D:

Anyways, if anyone is out there reading this that I know...Give me a call. I need someone to talk and chat with, seeing as I'm still home alone with my mom until Friday...

Monday, June 16, 2008

Awkward Goodbyes

Well. Today started out as just a normal day. I was not scheduled for work today. It was just going to be a lazy day, and I didn't dress like I normally would If I would have gone out. I expected a nice, quiet day at home doing what I love to do. I got a phone call at about 1:30 to go to the movies. I decided to go. It was a flipping hilarious movie. I didn't care about how I looked yet again while going. During the movie, I got a text asking to take someone's shift at work. I decided to. Little did I know, that the shift I was taking was a DOOR SHIFT. *Psycho Music Plays* Now, Door Shift is the 'fun' (Not) time when you get to sit on a chair for 5 and a half hours. By the time I figured out my fate, it was too late to turn around. I reluctantly sat down, and became bored within a few minutes. Staring down a hall, watching the happy people do what they came there to do. Luckily, someone said they'd prefer to take the door shift, and I could take their spot at the snack bar. An hour later they came back in the snack bar, and said they wanted to switch me back cuz they got bored! D: So I had to go back to door. It was the family night rush. Hundreds of little kids clinging onto their parents were rushing by.

Anyways, long story short, I got off the shift early, because my sister wanted me to go to the airport with her.

We got to the airport, the car ride went by in a flash, and too fast. Waiting in line seemed like it took forever, but now I look back and think of it as just a blur...Then the huggings at the end of the line, the waves goodbye...I won't see my sister for 3 weeks. I will be home alone with my parents for 3 weeks. I miss her terribly, and it's only been 40 minutes since I last saw her. Goodbyes are the worst, knowing you won't see someone for a long time...

So, if anyone wants to hang out, PLEASE don't hesitate to call? D: I'm going to be bored out of my mind without my sister.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Combat Arms

http://nxcache.nexon.net/combat/embed_video/CA_movie01.swf

This looks like a funnish game. :o Anyone else up for playing it too when it comes out? ;)

Monday, May 19, 2008

What Color Crayon Are You?

Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors.
You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius.
Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way.
While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme.

Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth.
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Took it just for you Megan, just like you wanted people to. Haha. My FAVORITE line in there is "Some people might even consider you a genius." Is that true? That's a rhetorical question, nobody answer that...To my face, at least. ;)

Skittles

Skittles! Taste the Rainbow!
That just jumps out at you, doesn't it?

Man. I have a new addiction! Throw the Dr. Pepper away, and everything else! Skittles is where it is at! I've been munching on a huge bag of skittles for most the day. I've been eating them just to give me something to do, to keep my mind of it. And what is this "it" you're thinking? Why, "it's" something bad. :( My doggy went in for surgery today to get some cancerous tumors removed. One was around her backside, one on her stomach, and one in her mouth. Talk about painful? I bet it was. It all went fine, she's just been walking around the house for hours on end; I believe it's at 6 hours now; and looking for a place to sleep. She finds a place to sit down and rest, but then immediately jumps back up because of pain. It's depressing to see her in pain. :( I'm just glad she's okay though. :)

But yeah. Skittles are keeping my mind off it. Skittles also reminded me of a story the great Dorian once told me...

"I once knew a kid who chugged a whole bag of skittles and had to get his stomach pumped!"

Yeah. Skittles COULD get me out of school. Let's hope they do tomorrow, if I get a stomachache tonight. Haha. I REALLY don't want to take those Math CRT's. They are TOTALLY evil!

By the way. 8 more days of school left. Techinally 5 full days left, 2 short days, and a day you don't have to come to school. Oh, the new Jack's Mannequin Album, The Glass Passenger, comes out on June 3rd! The day is getting closer...Music makes the world go round, and it keeps me from making up my own horrible music. :P

Skittles! Taste the Rainbow!

That just jumps out at you, doesn't it?



Friday, April 11, 2008

Prom Night in a Nutshell

LOL. GREATEST MOVIE EVER PLZ.

Prom Night the movie in a nutshell, by Dox:

Creepy teacher stalks girl. Creepy teacher kills girls family. Girl lives with aunt and uncle. Girl goes to prom. Creepy teacher escapes. Girl is panicing lots for some reason, but doesn't know why. Creepy guy kills lots of people, because they didn't use the buddy system!

Moral of the Story:
USE THE BUDDY SYSTEM. NEVER LEAVE YOUR DATE, FOR THEY WILL GET MURDERED. KBAI.

P.S. Everyone go see it. NOW. I'm forcing you!!!!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

La La Lie Lyrics

"La La Lie"

Guess what I'm done
Writing you songs
You'll give up your job at the bank
Proving money's not fun when you're gone
So this is the first verse
It's not very long
But I'm ready to move on

Guess what I'm done
Writing your book
The ending got twisted around
But for all the hell that it took
The electrical wires
They'll hum in the walls
In the room that I rent now without you

I've got friends who
La La Lie
Will help me pull through
La La Lie
La La La Lie
The spaceman that can't get high
I'm coming back to my girl by July
Yeah yeah yeah

That's right

So guess what I'm done
Drawing your pictures
I'm dulling the day with a drink
In a parking garage by the theatre
We met for a movie
Every scene was a sign
We made out through their meaning

Well I've got friends who
La La Lie
Will help me pull through
La La Lie
La La La Lie
The spaceman that can't get high
I'm coming back to my girl by July
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Guess what I'm done
Writing you songs
I'm far too unstable to settle
I doubt that the doctors are wrong
So I'll wait by a palm tree, a palm tree, a palm tree

Well I've got friends
La La Lie
To help me pull through
La La Lie
La La La Lie
The spaceman that can't get high
I'm coming back to my girl by July

Well I've got friends who
La La Lie
Will help me pull through
La La Lie
This song for a long goodbye
I'm coming back
I'm coming back to my girl
Back to my girl

This song for a long goodbye
I'm coming back to my girl by July
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This song sounds great right now. Listening to it over and over. It's true; I do have friends that La-La-Lie. And it Su-Su-Sucks.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Wow.

Wow. This past week was totally amazing, I mean seriously. Best ever. I haven't had a low in like...forever. But then as today slowly progressed, it got worse and worse. Right now I'm extremely sad and extremely tensed and anxious about who knows what. I just want to wake up from this dream and walk away...Things don't go as planned. People don't do what you hope they will do. They just argue and argue up to the point where you're trying to drown them out with your music, and trying to listen to the music and go to a happy place. Yes, welcome to my life. A bleak, depressing black hole. Maybe school will go better for me tomorrow. Maybe I can finally get Jenna's number in English, if she decides to not be sick again in that class. :P Haha. Wow. That small, little laugh felt great. Well. Off to do the procrastinated Web Page Design Homework.

Friday, March 28, 2008

Yesterday=Best Day Ever?

So, yesterday was quite possibly one of the best days ever. My day started out with gym, one of my favorite classes. We played volleyball, one of my favorite sports. It was awesome! I scored a ton of points. The next class was math, which some days I dread, but yesterday I was in there ready to learn with an awesome attitude, which made math...FUN. Can you believe it!? Math, Fun!? I know. It's crazy. The next class was World Civ, which was like totally kind of boring. That was the only drawback that I could remember. We just took notes for an hour and a half. Then advisory was pretty fun, just the usual talk to Aisley and Joe, and check my email. Lunch was WAY fun. It didn't start out very well, seeing as once I got my food, I went to the place where I usually eat with friends. Apparently they went to get ready for gym like, 20 minutes early, so nobody was in our usual spot. I then went to the library where Spencer was, and talked to him for about 5 minutes while I finished lunch. Then, 5 minutes was about all I could take down there with all those Halo Nerds. I honestly do not know how people miss their lunches, just to play halo for 30 minutes. I mean, Halo is BY FAR one of the most pointless, stupidest, mindless games that have taken over our society. I hate it with a passion. So after emerging from the library, I saw Zach and Greg talking to my friend Lacey. I went over there, and chatted with them. Then that's when Zach introudeced me to her. Her name was Jenna, we just chatted for about 5 minutes, then the bell rang and I went to class. Much to my surprise Jenna was in my English class! It was like totally awesome. English was freaking awesome too. We finally got out of Shakespeare and into Poetry! Poetry is like the coolest thing ever. We learned some poetry terms, then we went right into poetry, in song form. I thought "Oh, we'll probably listen to stupid songs..." Man was I wrong! We listened to THE BEATLES! We listened to "Elenore (SP?) Rigby", and "I am the Walrus". We then had to deeply analyze them and figure out what the words were really saying...And I am The Walrus was EXTREMELY hard to analyze, seeing as apparently they wrote the song when they were high on LSD...But then after class I talked to Jenna, and then went home. Then at about 3 I got a call from Zach, and he's like "Hey, Wanna work on our health homework together!?" So then I went down to his house...Much to my surprise, Jenna was there! I swear he was trying to set us up. So we got our Health Homework done, and then the three of us just talked for like 2 hours. Me and Jenna had tons of those moments where we would say the EXACT same thing at the exact same time! It was awesome! Haha. Then apparently her favorite band is my favorite band too, and she likes all the same music I do! It's totally awesome! So then after I got home from Zach's house, it was about 5 minutes til 7. I quicklly downed my dinner, and ran up to my room to watch the new Smallville. Wow. This smallville was pretty action packed! It was all leading up to the nexxt new episode though...IN MID APRIL! I don't know if I can hang onto what happened in this episode until then. SO many things happened. In a way, I think Lana deserved what happened to her. But then in another way, I feel bad for her. Then after that episode ended, my cute little neighbors from down the street came up to come play for a little bit. Man, that 3 year old is WAY good at Mario Kart...Then after they went home, I was on the computer for a little bit, then went to bed. It was like a totally amazing day. :)

Crazy Dream

So, I had this dream the other night that was creepy. I told my friend Aisley about it, and she says I could totally write a book about it. But first, I need to write it down somewhere, and what better place than my blog? I mean, I'll forget the dream by next week, anyways...

So, it started out in this auditorium type place. There was some form of some concert going on. I was with alot of my friends. After leaving the auditorium type place, I figured out the auditorium was in my house. So afterwards all my friends that were there stayed over at my house and we all hung out. We were playing quite possibly one of the best games ever, "Body Body". (It isn't what you might think it is, but it is a game similar to murder in the dark/ghost in the graveyard. You just yell out "Body Body!" when you see a body.) So while playing that, there is a knock at the door. Someone that was near to the door went to answer it. Much to my surprise, it was a little red martian...The martian had a weapon of some sort, and fired at the friend that opened the door.

The martian proceeded into my house, and came up and talked to me, saying "Our God, Aries, has promised us if we destroy all human life on Earth, and go to sleep 99 times, the Earth will be ours!" So I immediately looked out the window...The whole valley was alight with flame and destruction. I then went to gather what friends I could that were in my house. We ran up to my room. I then said, "I have a space ship in my room, just in case of an emergency like this!" So, I have one of those beds where there is the dresser underneath it. There is also a cupboard at the foot of my bed. I opened the cupboard, and there was a hole in the ground inside, I jumped into it, and all my friends followed.

We were inside this silvery space ship, that was stocked up with tons of food and games. I then got the space ship hovering above my house, for the martians could not get up there for some reason. I was hovering above my house for a reason; To signal to anyone that wanted to come on the space ship to come. A few people came. The last person to board before it was full was my friend Megan S. and her mom. She told me that she had been in St. George signing up for a Lacrosse Tournament when the attacks happened. She said they were fighting there way home in their car, and the only way to not get attacked was to "Bounce" home, whateever that means. So, after that we took off.

While flying through space, we decided to pull out the Wii that I had in the space ship. So, we were playing Wii for quite some time as we were flying through space. While playing the Wii, I got a message on it, and so I opened the message. And much to my surprise, for some reason my 5th grade teacher popped out of the Wii. Now that was weird. So then after playing the wii for quite some time, the space ship decided to put us in that "Deep Sleep/Freeze" mode that you see in the movies to prevent people from aging as time goes on. So when we woke up from the deep freeze a couple hundred years later, there was another message on the wii. It was from the martians. The message said "By the time you get this message, we will only need to go to sleep 16 more times, and the Earth will be ours! We will get our revenge on you for escaping, so don't let your guard down!" We just brushed off the message.

So, we come upon this planet that looked exactly like Earth, except for the fact it had 3 suns, two moons, and about 50 planets in this solar system. We went and landed on the planet similar to Earth. We ended up landing on a beach. It was very warm. We proceeded out of the ship, and there was another human, staring at us in awe. "ALIENS!" he shouted. We then explained to him that we were not evil aliens and we had escaped from Earth. He then told us that they have seen our planet through their telescopes. He told us that this planet, "Astonshia" was an exact copy of ours, and that we were in San Diego, California. We then all hung out at the beach. Then as we were all walking away from the space ship, little red martians had attached themselves to the bottom of the spaceship, and followed after us. I then woke up.

Yeah, I have weird dreams. Haha.